you are all right. I am surviving. And someday I will be happy again. My whole adult life I have depended on relationships with woman to be whole. I have never been alone. I miss that feeling of having someone to share my life with.
It will take special woman. I will be
so afraid of this happening again. After 33 years together you would think that you know someone. I just have to accept what she wants and move on. But we live in a small community. I cant avoid her. When she starts to date or an OW is revealed from before, I dont know how I will handle it. I cant imagine her with another man. Please continue with the advice and incouragement. I am in a bad place right now.
