jack- i got you to thank man. you helped me see i wasnt the piece of sh1t she made me out to be. i am "not falling" i might have taken it different than you, but it helps. i am not mad any more. i am content with my sitch. i cant change it only myself. i like where i am heading. it is also nice to listen to whatever music i want however loud i want. i dont have the anxiety as much nnemore if at all. there have been roadblocks but stuff just seems to work out. i put my faith in god and do what i can, it isnt always how i want stuff to happen. funny thing is, when i sit back and think about it, it's usually better than i could have done alone.
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hey man. you have no idea about thi crazy sitch. i will write it down when i have some time. you have said stuff that has helped me. take some of your own advice. you are strong and smart. you just let your pride get in the way. you arent a failure. failures are quitters. there is a difference between giving up and knowing when you have had enough. for me, i have had enough. i am not her whipping boy any longer. i have resented her for that for a long time. i have resented myself for allowing it for a long time.
when you can step back and just look at the sitch without expectations and the poor me attitude, you will get better. read everything brit posts. lol she is one smart cookie. just cuz shes a girl doesnt mean she doesnt know how people in general are.lol there is wisdon here if you listen to it and figure out how to apply it to your life.
