Some of those things are tainted for me. So I limit the exposure to them. It is a choice. Those pictures of that time...exist, somewhere but are not prominently displayed.
Does that make sense?
When I come across them I remind myself that was the person she was, not the person she is now. That helps, but again I also limit exposure.
But like almost everything else in this Denver...time blunts the sharpest cuts. Seriously. Right now, the image of them lying in bed together from 5 years ago just went through my mind...and; honestly...nothing.
It just kinda blows that I have to limit my exposure to some pretty cool stuff that we've done together over the past 18 months. But you are right. I think that I have to. Thinking of those things is a trigger for me.
I also believe that time will make it better. Some of the 'sharpest cuts' have already been dulled over the months.
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce
