Jks, one more thing, which is what I think I was trying to say but couldn't get it out.

I created my own hell. He was not at all affected or concerned about what I was going through and if he was, he did nothing about it. So I continued to be my own hell keeper.

It doesn't have to be that way

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home