New to this and hating it.

[Jannie]

So what's next? I am enjoying coming and going as I please (as much as I can do with children) and not having to tell my whereabouts to anyone...but I miss having my family intact. I miss having a shoulder to lean on especially since my mom is terminally ill. I am finding strength within myself and I am given a lot of support from family and friends. Doesn't mean I wouldn't like having my husband around. Not the person who he is today, but the one he could be.