Wife says its to far gone #2

[shockeddad]

It may sound like a motive,but I was just saying what I read in the book. My plan is to figure out how to live my life without her. I have been doing good at staying busy with the kids when I have them. Which helps, but also makes me think of her because we made them. I'm going out with a friend tonight for dinner and mini golf or something. Not a date, just making a friend. She has four kids and went threw a divorce not to long ago. Hoping she will be a good one to help me thru this.

She did talk to me a lot at court yesterday. More than what I thought she would. She also wants to countinue with IC. Before she said she was done at the end of july, now wants more. I did notice she had a hard time looking at me eye to eye. Her lose, I'm a great guy and I'm going to show her that. I'm going to be a guy that only a fool would leave.

Also been doing more things at church. A main goal is to exspand my social life.

I did ask at court if there was anything I could do to help things, she sadi not really. I said just give you your space and she said yes.