I was reading Carnac’s thread. Some of his sediments were very similar to mine. This is how I look at it. I hope and pray that my next relationship is with my W. Either way I will be ok. This process will allow me to become a better, stronger and more confident person. My W walked away and I should be thankful for the fact that it’s allowed me to start working on my improvements. (Maybe that’s why other’s on this board say that I’ve been given a gift) Who knows if she’s going to be the one that reaps the rewards of the new me.
This weekend my mother and I will be scattering my father’s ashes on the one year anniversary of his passing. It’s ok though, I am fine and I know my father is just fine, he’s at peace. I love you Dad!
One of the biggest things that I still struggle with is getting my mind off my sitch, it just seems to consume me. Weather I stay busy or not, I just can’t shake it. I am bringing this point up because I know it’s not healthy and I really want to find some ways to change my focus.
