So what do I do now. I'm divorced. Do I belong here anymore? I feel that I have failed to save my marriage. My life isn't a life. It's just surviving day to day. I find no joy in anything. I have much to be thankful for, yet nothing seems to matter without her. I realize how dependent I was on her.

Do I hope that someday she'll be honest with me? Should I want her back? She has hurt me so badly,why would I want her back? Will I ever get to feeling better? I don't like being sad all the time.

I hope some of you can help me. I know that others on this blog have gone through this. I need your wisdom and insight. I am so very sad this morning. I miss her so very much. Can I survive this and be happy?