What gives me the most peace is the belief that I at least gave him what he deserves-an explanation, love, space and a start at closure (should he decide to D)
I'm impressed. Keep that focus and understanding for as long as you can, m'dear.
And for the record, I don't feel I did anything except ask questions. You did the work and you still are. Don't forget the things you've figured out no matter what. Those are the real diamonds created from the pressure.
No expectations. What you gave is a gift and as such, you have no control how it is or is not used...
Peace,
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."