I know that I "closed" my last thread rather abruptly.
I've thought a lot about why and how i did it. i'm not sure if the impression given was 'enough, i don't want to talk about this anymore"
i think it was. in retrospect, i see my own pattern - when things got too heavy and i felt pressured, i got overwhelmed, both by what i was reading as well as what i wrote, i reacted by shutting it down
i want to change that. i can't take back what i did (life lesson always), but i can be conscious of it and take steps to change it.
if anyone would like to continue the discussion about what is the best stance to take in their sitch, they are welcome to, on my thread.
zig
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
