Not Sure What I am Dealing With

[KyJoe]

Last night was pretty odd, we have been kind of staying clear of each other the past few days.... not sure why she has been but I am hoping the raw feelings will settle.

She has been asking me to go to individual counseling for a while now. I have not gone recently (it has been a year ago since I went regularly) because the last visit I had the C seemed to think I was doing pretty well.

I had an opportunity to possibly attend some IC at a reduced price through a work policy so I thought, why not?

I told w about it last night and she became very agitated, questioning "why now and not before" and this statement struck me as odd..."why couldn't you have done that a year ago?" .... like it was too late. I may be reading into that a little much. Guess time will tell.