So much has changed. I'm doing so much better. I let go and moved on.
God has surrounded me with the most incredible friends. DivorceCare was a huge help to me. I made "Forever" friends there and we've been a great support to each other.
My XH got married to OW 1/21/12. I found out two weeks ago she is pregnant. I haven't heard from him since March of this year and that's just fine with me. Every text from him was like a slap in the face.
Time heals all. It may never make sense but looking back I can see how far I've come and how many wonderful blessings I currently have in my life.
I lurk here from time to time. It makes me SO sad to see so many new people. We live in a fallen world where people walk away rather than try to fix things...but with MLC walking away is really the only option.
I am so thankful for this board. It helped me to see that I'm not alone. Thank you everyone for sharing your stories, your struggles and your hurts.