"I just can't stop thinking about her and what the future will look like. It's hard to turn the feeling of love and missing her off."
Shocked I remember this^^^^^. We all go through this I think is normal. The fear of the future, the unknown, all very terrifyng. This is called stinking thinking. Not helpfull to you. You are fairly new at this so don't punish yourself. It will get better it will take some time until your head stops spinning. It has taken me over a year and at times I have those thoughts.
I didn't make friends easily either, guess what? A 180 for me and my social life has exploded. Try it talk to people smile and live....
When you find yourself thinking of W think of a big red stop sign see if that helps
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
