Wife says its to far gone #2

[shockeddad]

I'm truely trying to take the advice from here. My emotions are getting the best of me. It's hard to just flip a switch after 13yrs and not seeing my boys all the time. I did have a talk with here about 2 weeks ago, because she was willing to talk. But she made her point that she didn't want it to work. I'm trying to detach agian.

I have not seen her in little over a week. We have just been doing things that we have had her mom switching or getting the kids. I want to avoid her as much as I can. Maybe then she might wonder about me like some have said.

I have been going out a little and doing things I did before this all happened. Which has made me feel better. I just can't stop thinking about her and what the future will look like. It's hard to turn the feeling of love and missing her off. I know I have to if there is any chance of getting her back. I also feel that if I move on that I'm giving up. I don't have many friends, so it's hard to find someone to go out and do things with. But I'm trying.