I have started walking to lose weight, but I have never really been one to workout. As far as hobbies go, I really don't have any. I used to play paintball but there is nobody around here that plays anymore so I haven't been out to play in a couple of years. Mostly I just enjoy curling up with a good book. I still dress as well as I did before we separated, and I have actually been taking more care of my personal appearance than I did prior to separation.
As far as the job front goes, I had an interview with a place run by my church today and I am on the top of their list for job assistance. However, that will still take a month or two before a position opens up and then they only provide employment for six months.
As for showing her about my anger, I'm not sure how to do that. I only see her for about 20 minutes a day and that is only for one or two days a week right now. Beyond the ride between her work and my brother's apartment twice a day she will not spend any time with me at all.
Right now I am not really sure what direction things are going to take. I pray quite often that she will soften her heart and give us another chance. Meanwhile, she is telling me that I have destroyed our family, which is hard for me to hear even if she doesn't mean it, because I feel like I am the one working to preserve our family.
M 39, W 34 M 15 S 14, S 12, S 9, D 7, D 6 Separated: 7/2/2012 Served: 7/10/2012 Divorced 11/5/2012
