Not disappointed. Just frustrated. I felt like I was so sure before that all I wanted was to keep my family together and now I have no idea if that's really the best thing for us anymore. I had a clear sense of purpose.
Just trying to figure that out again now. What do I want?? I don't know anymore.
I believe this is part of the process J. Discovering, learning, and finding out what is best for us and our children.
It can be extremely frustrating and scary but also an incredible opportunity that we may never have gotten.
It took me a while for that paradigm to shift and I still have my moments but I am greatful that this happened.
