Thanks Cadet that was to the point and accurate.

I have the DB book and have been reading other posts nonstop. Not sure about the resources you mention but I will look around.

"Let go and get out of the way" is exactly what I'm doing and admittedly it's a lonely road.

I'm actually jealous he GAL without me. But, I can't go back to my old life either so I'm in limbo.


The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!