Me too. Eager to learn and genuinely love my W. Laying off the booze, that’s great! I know what you mean about the smoking thing. There’s no way in hell I would quit smoking right now. I am sorry, for once in my life I am going to defend my smoking. I know that’s a utterly stupid thing to say, but I said it. It’s absurd because I still lift weights and put in the cardio. I hate cardio. I would rather hang out with MIL then do cardio, That’s how bad I hate it. I sometimes think to myself that I must be an anomaly to be a runner that smokes. What an oxymoron.
I just noticed Denver chimed in. I am really glad to get his input. I will need to wrap my mind around his post before I respond. Anyway, continue to stay strong Carnac, I know I will be just fine and hopefully you too!
Me(M):38 W:43 Together: 14 Married: 11 D: 4 S:8 W wanted separation 5/5/12 Stopped living together 5/5/12 Currently DB’ing
“Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude”. Thomas Jefferson
That’s how bad I hate it. I sometimes think to myself that I must be an anomaly to be a runner that smokes. What an oxymoron. 
