rough....your doing great. Stay strong and keep working on you. I can sympathize with not wanting to see your wife....i feel the same thing, but for an exact opposite reason. As long as we're not around one another I do a good job detaching and not contacting her, but anytime we are talking in person I don't want it to end and probably drag things out and try to have more conversation than I should.
I think next time i'll use your thoughts next time we're near one another to remember how she's probably felling...that she would simply like to get the he!! away from me as quickly as possible, that way i'll end it before she gets uncomfortable.