Need help with detaching and hoping to reconcile.

[lillystillinlove]

So, I've read quite a few threads of the people kind enough to respond here and many others on this site. Boy, the pain in this forum is profound. But the journey each of you have taken to find a better, safer place is extremely encouraging. I know it's a crap shoot when it come to how my story will end up and I really wish I had loaded dice but the diverse and successful outcomes makes me feel better about the journey I'm taking. Right now I'm ready for the roller coaster with all of your help. We'll see how I'm feeling tomorrow.