You're right Snodderly. It is not my business or my concern.

I realized tonight that I am getting tired. Tired of everything. Tired of holding onto hope. Tired of her sh!t. Tired. Just tired......

X has been contacting S17 everyday this week. Wanting to know what he is doing and wanting to know if I am doing it with him...

I'm just tired....

I need some peace.

I need to feel better.

I need help.

Currently:
M 56 XW 57
Sons 38,33,31,29

The Sitch:
Married 26 years
EA w/ OM 9/10
Bomb 10/10 (5 weeks after 25th anniversary)
Sep 12/10
She wants D 1/11
W files 5/11
D final 10/11
XW marries OM 6/13