I'm not disappointed in you. This is a process, you work through it at your pace, I see value in leaving no stone unturned if that's what you need to do.
It's often when it gets really tough that the greatest strides are made.
Dbing isn't really about the relationship, it's about you.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss