more turtles by my side...

[zig]

hi starsky - funny you said that - i've always felt that my thread has been busy, but maybe you are right it's busier now.

yes mil and fil know - right from the beginning. mil and i are and have been really really close and she has been one of my staunchest supports for years and especially after BD. i don't think h will ever find out what she and i have been through in the last 11 months together

funny you asked that today. recently i have felt that everyone in our lives have given up hope including them and have felt quite the lonely warrior here on my own. but tonight - she told me that she has not given up hope at all and prays for us constantly.

well - she prayed for me for 5 years and her prayers came through - she has powerful prayers for sure, if that happened (grin)

i turned my mojo off for the day today - to deal with some really heavy stuff that came up for me, but i see now that it's turned itself on again and i'm getting back in the groove

hope you're well

zig