I just got caught up on your thread. I don't know what to say except my heart goes out to you. I so, so relate to what you are going thru and what you are feeling.
I am so sorry about this, but I also understand that at least having some movement in your sitch (H moving out), is a relief IN SOME WAYS.
I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and I admire your strength.
I understand how you feel like a weight has been lifted. You have gone thru a lot.
(((hugs)))
Me & H: 44 D7, D6, S3 Together: 20y, M: 17y EA: 11/13/10, Sep: 12/23/10 EA becomes PA: Spring 2011 H filed for D: 09/06/12 D Negotiating began 2/15 OW seemingly gone on 3/15 Still negotiating D