Yesterday I posted that W needed to buy somethings and she invited me to go shopping to which I felt I was being used because she wanted to me to pay since she does not have a lot of money. Well, I was wrong, she did wanted to see me. I also posted that after that we had intimacy which makes me believe she is getting closer to me.
Now, that is what I want to believe.. She drop by my place earlier today in the morning and we were talking and joking about yesterday, but she changed the conversation to our separation and says she feels anger that now I am doing a lot of stuff that I was not doing when I was with her, and that she is really scared to go back being a couple again and have the same relationship we had before. I could see she was really upset, at this point I do not know how to react or what to say. I told her that I had stopped working long hours way before we got separated, but that we were so busy making each other miserable that we did not see it. She told me that she does not see our relationship being fixed, and that she knows I am going to find somebody else eventually. Same thing that is going to happen to her. She also, felt hurt about that idea, because she told me that it is very hard to let me go.
She still calls me by the nicknames she used to call me. We are hispanic and most of those nicknames are in spanish, which will translate as "my love, caramel, chocolate milk, etc.. But when she says does things, she realizes it and stops saying that. I brought that up, and she just nodded. Am I doing wrong? Please, help..
