In the meantime, I feel a shifting inside of me. While I still love my H with all my heart, I am beginning to entertain the idea of what my life would be like without him. Maybe that's because I feel like I've already been living without the man I married.
I may have my moments of sadness and doubt, but I am also coming to an understanding that if things dont work out in our M, I am not going to lose my H... He is going to lose ME. And I am not sure he has even remotely considered this as a possibility.
We are going to get through this one way or another ladies. There may not be a light at the end of their tunnel, but there is at ours.
Let's keep moving towards the light
Yes!
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
