I am not supposed to ask but as far as I know, he is gone. I could snoop and check the phone records, but I don't want to do that. She told her friend she has no intentions of contacting him.

We have been together or she has been with the Ds every night since we got back from our trip. She hasn't been around him or his mother during this time.

She keeps saying we are just friends. I remind her that I don't want to be just friends. She responds that we are best friends.


Last night I stopped by her apartment after work to have dinner with the W and Ds. We watched some TV and I got up to leave. She said I could stay longer, but I declined. I just felt like going home to my place.

Maybe I am just getting tired of this entire situation. In the beginning, all I wanted was to spend time with my W again and have fun. That is happening right now, but there is no physical contact. It is beating me down. Part of me just thinks it is time to move on. We are friendly, we are great co-parents. Our kids are going fine.

M-40
W-33
D3, D4, SD13
T 9 YEARS
M 5 YEARS
ILYBINILWY APRIL 2012