Thanks Chatterbug, I definitely agree.

In the meantime, I started a 90 day work out program today. It's Jillian Michaels, but I took before pictures to motivate myself and followed the meal plan and everything, something to obsessively focus on to get my mind off things.

I also am saving up money to get my dental stuff taken care of before we possibly lose our dental insurance. Its nothing major, just replacing some filings, less than $300 needed, but again, a goal to focus on.

I also signed up for Chemistry online and Developmental Psychology as a part of my Nursing pre-reqs. I did just finish my bachelors, but felt it wouldn't hurt to go ahead and knock out my pre-reqs for my Nursing degree these next two semesters, so I have them in the bag if I want to return to school and work towards being a Nurse Practitioner (can you tell I dream big?) Lets see if I talk myself out of it, but for now its something to focus on to help these next months pass by until January hits.

Thanks again for all the input guys, I hate being in this boat, but its good to know I am not alone out there.

M-28
H-28
M-9 1/2 years
T- 12 years
PA- 01/02/12 (still going on)