How many licks does it take...?

[BFloat]

2.. i truly think you are such a great guy.. and an amazing father. your C is right.. you are quite the story teller!

it's really hard.. that step of letting go. there's that fear that if you plan your exit strategy, there may never be a way back. but i think there comes a point when you really need to do it in order to figure out who you are meant to be.

when i read your wife's comments about what "she" could afford.. i actually didn't see it as a complete negative. you have been such a strong source of strength for so long. i don't know how life will unfold for you.. but i truly believe that if there is any chance for a possible future.. your W will need to figure herself out. be on her own.. and then hopefully.. she will come to realize what a gift she had in you.

i'm sort of rambling. can't really get my thoughts all organized. ((((( )))))