This is very uplifting, especially in the mood i have been in lately. I'm feeling much better and can see the path more clearly (at least for now ). I plan on keeping the NC for another few days because it's been good to be alone with my demons. I feel like I've been able to shed a few of them and being able to cry my heart out whenever i need to instead of considering who's around (D8 or W) has also been therapeutic. I'm also Zooming in on what I need to do around here to get my life back on track. The funny thing is, I've been used to relying on W to get anything done around here since it's her country and language but now, I'd like to be able to get all that stuff (house, job, transport, etc...) sorted out by myself (or at least not with her). She's never mentioned that it bothered her but it is something that would definitely surprise her, to see that I'm not depending on her. It would also occupy my mind and perhaps even give me some sort of self-test on how I am managing to cope with the locals.
Thanks again for the feedback.
Freshman Class of 2012
M-49 W-42 1D-10 T 10 YEARS M 9 YEARS EA/MLC 07/2010 Separation 28/05/2012 PA confirmed 31/07/12 W Asked for D 31/07/12 D on and off the table since then
). I plan on keeping the NC for another few days because it's been good to be alone with my demons. I feel like I've been able to shed a few of them and being able to cry my heart out whenever i need to instead of considering who's around (D8 or W) has also been therapeutic. I'm also Zooming in on what I need to do around here to get my life back on track. The funny thing is, I've been used to relying on W to get anything done around here since it's her country and language but now, I'd like to be able to get all that stuff (house, job, transport, etc...) sorted out by myself (or at least not with her). She's never mentioned that it bothered her but it is something that would definitely surprise her, to see that I'm not depending on her. It would also occupy my mind and perhaps even give me some sort of self-test on how I am managing to cope with the locals.