Today has been so incredibly hard. I'm exhausted from the flood of emotions that I have felt and all of the talking my boys and I did. I can't believe all of the lies my STBX told me and the boys about not being in a serious relationship. He even told the boys that he's too worried about them to have feelings for someone else. Actions speak louder than words. By moving he showed the boys, once again, that he will not put them first. He doesn't have any interest in being part of their life on a regular basis. God, how that must hurt them. I don't know how to make this better.
