I apologize - for offending you. let it never be said that zig doesn't own her stuff.
I do still believe the things i wrote , but i don't think i was able to put them in a way that didn't cause you offense, and for that I am deeply sorry.
you came here to help - and instead of asking and listening - i went off on my spiel.
I asked a lot of questions - not because i was being defiant, but because i really want to know. I am sorry they came across that way. i was sincerely hoping you would answer them - they were not to make any sort of point.
I am fine if you don't want to answer this post, I wrote it more from a place of wanting to be honest more than anything else
I will hope that you could find it in yourself to continue the conversation - not just for me but for the others also who are trying to find firm ground in this area
sincerely zig
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"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"