but i'm beginning to see feel and live that picnic blanket as my magic carpet...
I'm now acting on my gut and practising my new-found (and wobbly) philosophy of unconditional love and kindness garnished with a healthy dash of 'look at (sexy, capable, non-needy) me'. I still get the occasional trigger that throws me right back to anger and mind-reading, but overall, like you, I feel like I'm in a better place.
NLW - that's a great way to put it - especially the wobbly part - oh do i feel wobbly , once in a while
It's been inspiring to hear your take on this conflict between the 'kick em to the curb' and 'seduce them' camps (to put it in its most simplistic terms).
now there's some tact i need to learn - my sag mouth blasted off as usual - still have to learn that. lessons from you? i'll take them willingly:)
even though i haven't posted i've been keeping up on your sitch everyday NLW - you are getting great solid advice and you are taking it. 25 and busto have your back and the best part is that you are getting to a better place each and everyday. as a fellow picnicker - i am glad to see you go with it.
(((( )))) zig
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"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
