wondering if what you always thought would be best for you and or, your family (which are usually the same, I hope)
might not be, is among the most terrifying questions we can come across.
Same goes for "is this person, the person I thought and or, who I need in my life?"
It is terrifying, 25, and at the same time it's almost freeing. I'm starting to get the answers that I've been so confused about for so long. I have been fighting this a lot. Trying to hold on to our family and what I believed was the "best thing" for us. And in a way, I may just be holding myself back.
This might be just a moment of clarity and I might feel different next week. In fact, I can probably guarantee that one. You know me... the emotional crazy lady. What's funny is that I can see that my H is having these moments of clarity too. They don't last long but he is having them. What does this all mean? Some deep stuff here...
Me: 32 H: 32 M 9 yrs #1 D7 #2 S5 #3 D2 Bomb 8/12/11 H moved out 8/14/11 PA started w/H & OW in 1/12 - found out 3/24/12 Got my own place 8/25/12 H & OW move in together 9/15/12 Still married.
