Ever have the thought that what you thought was best for you in your life may not be what you thought after all?
I am stronger. I am more independent and the future doesn't scare me as much anymore. People change and for all I know, H was sent into my life to show me what it is that I REALLY want out of a M. Would I have chosen for things to go in this direction? Never. But I never would have been given this opportunity to find what really matters to ME.
JKS, this is about where I am in my sitch and you expressed it beautifully. I've had time to learn about what a M really should be and I never had that with H. I was happy before the BD, but I could never go back to that same M, even if H wanted to.
You seem very strong and I'm sure you'll get through this okay. You're learning a lot about yourself and what you want out of life. While you didn't ask for this, you're coping very well.
M36 XH34 M-5 T7 4/11 H confused 5/11 ILYB 6/11 OW discovered 7/11 I move out, OW over 5/12-OW2,done->new EA, but H wont file 9/12 H "best bf ever" to EA/OW3 3/13 H/OW break up H files 4/13 D 6/18/13
