Where do I go from here?

[wont_stop]

The part where he is having the affair, but does not wants you to leave, I can relate. I don't think they want us there except as some sort of labor support. As long as you keep the house and are there as the 'family', that is all they want. Never mind that we get nothing in return. All the love and passion goes to the OW. I feel your pain.