i've had a wonderful day altogether. the morning was a bit rough - but really nothing like before, and then i did some wonderful new designs today that had me thrilled - as well as my intern. and that was delightful to experience even though there were the other things.
then went to pick up s - and we had a really great evening together.
i must confess that we sat and watched some of the honey badger clips on you tube and laughed together. i kept apologizing every time randall cursed - which made us both laugh even harder. watching it with a kid actually makes the guy sound even more outrageous because you're so much more aware of the bad language!!
s seems really happy to be home - and we made popcorn and watched a movie and then were delighted to find that netflix had added TinTin to the instant watching and then of course we had to watch one of those episodes
we've got our weekend filled up - two of his friends will come over for the day tomorrow and then sunday we'll go over and spend the day with mil, swimming and helping her get some stuff done at her house, and then stay for dinner.
so surprisingly i'm feeling the most peaceful this evening than i have ever felt during this sitch.
i have no idea why - i think i just let it all go and decided to stay here, right now, and enjoy what i have. i really am on my own path and i am feeling the edges of that path on either side of me so much more clearly now. it's getting defined more and more - the edges were so blurry before..
brits words reminding me was the cinched today - that in a few weeks this will have passed and i won't even remember the intense feeling of it. if it's going to be a faded memory anyway, i think i may as well fade it now - and save those brain cells for the positive ones i could have instead
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"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
