just had a great evening with my sweet friend - her boys are out of town and she's been holed up writing her dissertation. turned out she wasn't taking care of herself too much so she came over for dinner and we both talked about what complete slobs we are when the boys are away

we even tried to one-up each other on how sloppy we each are - but it was pretty even and we both had a good laugh

it was really nice to hang out with her - haven't seen anyone except my young intern all week. haven't seen s either, which feels strange and there's been complete silence from that front since yesterday!

though i was so busy hanging out with friend that i completely forgot to call and say good night to him - that's a first!

the rest of my day got better and better - and in the evening i was happy to have a really beautiful new pattern that i developed which made me feel really good

i am conscious of the transition ahead tomorrow, when i pick up s from his class h will drop him off in the morning, and then leave for his trip.

other times he has stopped by - to drop s's things off. i don't know if he will tomorrow or not. if he does - i'm sort of wondering if i should hug him good bye in a rather friendly manner

brit" what's your scope on that, eh? with a slightly flirty friendly smile on my fee and send him off with a pat on the rump? or is that overdoing it?

i'm back in my good space again - and surprised to find myself even more detached.

unbidden - success is already beginning to be here for sure - i feel it in every moment that i turn my focus towards the right things to focus on.

how are you?

zig


me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
S10
BD ow 8/11
h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"