more turtles by my side...

[zig]

hmmm - i will have to think about that!! right now i'm not seeing it!


i'm so proud of myself - got my head out of my A$$ - sorry to be crude but that's where it was , and got on with my day.

i was watching myself just wanting to slip back into the old comfort of withdrawing and cancelling intern and just "focusing " on myself - but saw what i was doing and just consciously chose not to do it.

good breakthrough for me!!

then i found myself thinking - the old habits want to take over, but i've come far enough to recognize my demons, and i actually cannot indulge them any more



chop off their heads with an axe!!!