I have to believe that this is all making me into a better woman (the kind only a fool would leave) and I feel happy that there's a man who doesn't know how lucky he is because I'm going to be an amazing wife to him be abuse of this. Maybe it's my H, maybe not. I think in the past I always evaluated men by what they could offer me and just thought of course I'm great and for the first time u'n learning how to truly give, empathise, care for, instead of control and plan because I know best.
