Like I said before Broken, I have not read all of your threads. It sounds like you have made some DB mistakes along the way. I just want you to know that we all do/did. I know that I certainly did. 25 would be me over the head almost daily! LOL
But don't beat yourself up too much. You love this woman and this is hard stuff. While I agree with what 25 said about the FB thing, I gotta be honest, I would have been angry... which would have been symptomatic of being hurt emotionally. It happens.
The key, as I see it, is to make sure that when you get angry, do it where there is no chance that your W will see it or find out about it. We all get angry and hurt about why we are here. But we can also learn to minimize those instances and learn to control our feelings a bit better.
There is no way through the pain, other than through it.
I will try to check back in next week. I'm leaving town for a few days now though. Talk soon.
Denver
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce