thanks brit!


so i think i figured out something here

july 15th - 20th 2011

this week is one year since he started the affair. i think it started on the 16th or 17th

also 23rd is our wedding anniversary.

i can't say i'm a mess at all - just feeling it a twinge - and better to say it than pretend it's not there.

also can't not admit that i'm having a bit of a hard time that they are meeting this week during our anniversary

h has never been into dates and anniversaries - so don't know if either of them realize it.

oh well

tried to call and get an apptmt with joann - but she's solid booked.

onwards and upwards...
zig

me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
S10
BD ow 8/11
h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"