Thank you GALbaby! Well I'm not sure what he's thinking about, but it seems like moving further away from me is where he is right now. Heaven forbid we think about a new/better relationship, just runaway. Or maybe that's what he has to do physically to block the closeness he feels for me in his head, who knows, I've said it before and I'll say it again, I'm done trying to figure out crazy.
Latest shenanigans in Crazytown: Tonight he went to the store apparently, there are some frozen pizza's in the freezer. However, when I looked out the bathroom window, which is directly above where he parks there was a bag from the store, with stuff like peanut butter, crackers, etc in it... so apparently we now can not even put our groceries in the pantry. Just another step away from me...
That's not going to make my hope or faith fade, I will continue to pray. I know that good man is in there somewhere. In the meantime I will focus on me and simply note behaviors, no more anxiety... Gotta get my ducks lined up in a row...
As I type this he just came back to inform me there are frozen pizzas in the freezer and chips and salsa (apparently they could go in the pantry) if I want any.
