Indecision and the affair continues (part 3)

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Also, H travels 2,000 miles away to OW's city for work. He's gone at least 5 days a week. Recently, he was gone for 2.5 weeks straight. We go for 2-3 days with no contact very often, and usually only connect via text about the kids.

So, it's pretty dark. He doesn't get any emotional or physical support from me anymore.