Yesterday, I had my first meeting with a L. I think it went pretty well. The L could relate to my situation. She has D'd and remarried. She didn't want the D. But she's one of us. She is happily M'd right now, too, BTW. Hopefully that gives someone some hope. It gave me some hope, anyway.
Last night after I got home, I walked into a house that was 85 degrees. Ugh! I think my A/C's days may be numbered.
My W picked up my S last night. Oddly enough, she just texted my S and had him come out to the car. There was no OM with her. Also, the previous night, my W had texted me asking if I had the title to the car and if I knew the radio code. In the past, I would have gotten that stuff immediately for her and also gotten some stuff I thought she might need. I texted her about 2 hours later and told her that stuff was probably in the folder for the car, and I could just give her the folder. Last night, she sent my S inside for the folder.
Usually she will come up to the front door. I hate to say it bothered me, but it did. My group leader last night at church suggested, though, she may be seeing a lot of things she likes in me right now, and me baptizing my S was a slap in the face for her. Therefore, she can't face me right now and needs some distance. Well, sounds plausible.
As for me, I am in a pretty decent place. I am ready to take the next step in talking to Ls and getting the paperwork together. It's just another step in the process, and we'll see where that leads.
She is happily M'd right now, too, BTW. Hopefully that gives someone some hope. It gave me some hope, anyway.
