Just tired. It takes everything I have to not look at this in a negative way. To stop the pit in my stomach. To focus on something else. Anything else to stop this pain. I'm exhausted from the constant emotional turmoil I'm in. Every direction I turn I feel lost, trapped, and hurt.

I have very much lost it this week emotionally.

Me: 32 H: 32
M 9 yrs
#1 D7 #2 S5 #3 D2
Bomb 8/12/11
H moved out 8/14/11
PA started w/H & OW in 1/12 - found out 3/24/12
Got my own place 8/25/12
H & OW move in together 9/15/12
Still married.