Showing up on his doorstep in a fur coat---and nothing else
That may be a tad extreme but honestly Bug what have you got to lose? What have you to fear? What is your goal? You are ok either way so IMO I would reccomend you just being you.
Whatever your comfortable with and makes you feel good. Being friendlier, flirtatious, whatever. If you are just being you and acting authentically then I don't buy into the pursuing as much because I believe that you are detached enough and at a point where as a friend of ours has said many times you are doing something , not to induce a reaction, but regardless of the reaction.
You are a great, inspiring, (add countless other positive adjectives here)woman and it is unfortunate for your h to not be able to see that......YET
Thanks, sias, I think I'll frame this for the bad days. Love ya, ya [censored][censored][censored][censored]nut job!
I agree that at this point I have nothing to lose really. I'm good, as bf says, I'm better than good with my life right now. He's not necessary for my happiness but might be a nice addition. My potatoes on the side!
he's been out of town this week and will probably get in late on Thurs, tired with little to eat at his place. I'm making bbque and coleslaw so I might make him a plate and leave it in a cooler on his doorstep.
A nice gesture I would do for a friend.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
