I think I was having expectations...and if you are expecting something to happen then you're leaving yourself open to disappointment and rejection. Without realising it part of me was thinking he does want me back, we can make this work. And while there's nothing wrong with thinking that per se, thinking that could change the dynamic I create when I'm around him...those feelings could change the happy no pressure environment into a bit of anxiety.
H is always a go with the flow guy, see what happens, etc.....and now I'm learning to do the same.
I slept really good last night. I have a friend coming this weekend.
