I'm sorry. She had said several times that through her issues with sex, she honestly no longer had any desire for sex whatsoever but she did want a certain imtamscy level so that is why she wanted me to rub her back or her feet for extended times. Much more than just a " quickly" foot or back massage.
It was somewhat you scratch my back and I'll scratch yours. She would do " something" sexual for me and in return she would get the combo back/foot massage you'd normally have to pay for. I even read books to improve my methods to see that she was getting the best massage I could give.
