Thanks, everyone, for the support -- it is much appreciated.
I do have my own apartment now, so I did have a place to go; unfortunately, I guess this means I'll never really be able to see my two cats ever again.
I do feel like the divorce is something that I really want. I also do feel like I need to work on myself, but I don't think I really want him to be a part of my life when I do work on myself.
It just [censored], and I just never believed that he'd do that. Apparently his last girlfriend cheated on him, and I heard how heartbreaking and horrible it was for him... It's funny how easily he was able to do it to me.
Anyways, I'm just taking it one day at a time... I have some really great things to look forward to and I have been working super hard at my job, and overall, things are going well, I think, so I'm pretty happy at this point and realize that I don't need him to be happy.
